Saturday, June 23, 2012

New & Brighter Things

Wow, So its been awhile since my last post. Things have looked up in my direction since then :) Many things have happened, such as .... *Job* *Me & brooklyns daddy working things out* *Brooklyn turning TWO* *Got a car* *Currently looking for a new place* Things pertaining my job, you will know that i was working for a coffee shop in my town around the holidays of last year; well i decided it was time to do what was right for me & my daughter, put all the drama from my first time aside & start somewhere. Well My boss had asked me one day if i wanted to come back, so i did. But on that note, i am NOW the MANAGER!! So i am MUCH MUCH happier ... getting better pay, better hours & not too mention better experience that i can put to use later on. I am still in the looking of a side job maybe something i could do at home, selling my items isnt going very well, considering i have pretty much sold everything that i own =/ ... But i gotta do what i gotta do to keep my bank account happy :) I'm gonna be saving up my money to buy/rent another place [living with my parents is NOT working out much anymore] ... but hopefully in a few weeks, me & brooklyns daddy will have saved up enough money to do so. If you have been keeping up with my last post, me & brooklyns daddy split up back in december, but have now started to work things out. We're taking it VERY slow as of right now. Keeping it on name to name basis; i think things will work out in the end :) Every relationship has their bumps now & then, especially young relationships. Brooklyn is now TWO YEARS OLD. She turned two on april 15th which is now 26 months. Almost 27. She is just learning WAY too much, speaking PERFECTLY knows her alphabet (still in progress though) & can count to 10 (but skips 4 for some reason) ... Things are just moving WAY to fast for her. I just hope i can actually have some time to kick back & watch her learn & grow. FINALLY what i've been talking about for the past 2 years have FINALLY happened. Me owning my very own car! :D Brooklyns daddy bought me one back in march & i just cant explain how much of a relief it was. i felt much better bout my job & much better about being able to get where im goin. As i mentioned earlier about trying to save up for a new place, hopefully i can make it possible, it will take some time, but between saving up, im going to start looking for new things to add, like wall decorations & stuff. & stuff to redo brooklyns room. I cant wait to finally build up & BUY my own place.. years & years down the road of course. I just hope things like this keep going in the direction they're headed ... because i SURE LIKE IT :) Brooklyns daddy is currently in the process of getting his CDLs & looking for a job for driving, nothing over the road of course, thats for a single person . lol but thats pretty much all that's been going on, kind of alot compared to my last few posts. But im gonna post a few pics of brooklyn & I :) Hope you enjoy.

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

So Many Things....

♥ Hey guys! I know i haven't posted a blog in awhile, thought i should definitely update! Things have been turning around for the better, just like the saying "Things have to get worse, before they can get better." Its been a HARD year & its only FEBRUARY! I'm not the type of person who puts my business on blast, but i will be glad to fill you guys in. Back in the beginning of december, me & brooklyns daddy decided it was best if we separated. Yes, i know that its best if we stay together for the family, but things just bulit up over time, & we both have TONS of things to work on (for ourselves & as a relationship) So at the beginning of February, me & brooklyn had to move back in with my parents (no he did not kick us out, he moved back in with his parents as well, til he finds another place) But i think this will definitely help me with my decisions on what i need to do (better for me & brooklyn) ... When i get my tax return back, im gonna buy a car & then im gonna go from there. Im gonna go to school, & i know that i've been worried about not being able to figure out what i wanna go for, well i think i wanna go for early childhood education! I currently have no job (but im doing everything to find one) & things will just go hopefully up hill from there! So after i get everything figured out with what i wanna do to make things better for me & my daughter, then maybe me & her daddy can work things out. Til then, im just going to do what i need to do for me & Brooklyn. Im actually happier than i have been in awhile. & i feel so much better that i can focus more on me & Brooklyn. My parents have done SO much for me & brooklyn, i have no idea how i could ever repay them. They have helped me through the hard times & been there when i needed them! :)

--> Other than that, nothing really new has been happened since my last post. Brooklyn is growing up so FAST. I can NOT believe she will be two in almost 2 months!! Feels like yesterday i was still pregnant. My friend hannah is 2 months pregnant so i get to spoil another little one soon! :) I will be the godmother!! I'm excited. But other than that, it is getting late, so i should turn in for the night!

xoxoxo ♥ Mandy